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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOUUU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOUUUU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST SAMMYYYYY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOUUUUUU
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY MENNO |
[06 Oct 2005|11:23am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MENNO!! <3<3<3
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[05 Oct 2005|10:17pm] |
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Well I got Kaylee in - What Firefly character are you - but for some odd reason, it wont let me post the pic I got
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[03 Oct 2005|12:21pm] |
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Look What You've Done - Jet |
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( Quiz thingy here )
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[26 Sep 2005|03:43am] |
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hihi from brisvegas
im here on my lappy ;D
its so nice here - was humid earlier - but its good now
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[25 Sep 2005|05:48pm] |
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| Your Inner Child Is Sad | 
You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.
You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time. |
| You Should Learn Japanese | 
You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko! |
Heh.. the only language I don't want to learn
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[22 Sep 2005|09:11pm] |
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you are thistle
#D8BFD8 |
Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be.
Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.
Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
| | the spacefem.com html color quiz |
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[22 Sep 2005|06:06pm] |
I've thought about it for a while.. and I think ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) misssnappy</b> 's post pushed me to my decision..
If you care about whats happening - im on lissybeee
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[22 Sep 2005|09:23am] |
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Brisbane in...
( More.. )
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[22 Sep 2005|08:46am] |
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I will say this one more time - This is my venting space - I will vent
on here 100 times a day if I want - if you don't care or don't want to
see this - remove me from my friends list.
Simple.
I was thinking about friendships last night/this morning.
Firsty - thank you Sammy - you've always had time for me - and a kind word - no matter
what or how you feel. Don't forget - you're a beautiful and strong person cause you truly are. Much <3
( More here.. )
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[21 Sep 2005|09:45pm] |
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I know i've updated a lot recently - especially today - but i dont care.
Remove me from your friends list if you dont want to see it.
I found out a few things today
*Dad thinks he got sick cause of mum - cause he had to catch a taxi from HER house to his car and he couldn't find one so he had to walk therefore he got sick (*sneeze*bullshit*sneeze*)
*SHE told my mums friend in front of my mum that she wants to have my dads kid - preferrably a girl cause shes always wanted one
A few other things but whatever
Lil went to work today where SHE was and called her names - pretty much acted like my mum - and mum said - this is my true daughter - hmm.
My grandfather came over and mum told him her side of the story - they talked for 2 hours - mum asked me to stay with her for moral support - which i did - and i got to live thru the whole thing again - 3 times.
I only cried a bit though - not much. But i almost sobbed when mum told my grandfather (this is dads dad btw) about what happened the night before rob left - i just have to think of that night and i start crying.
I am so tired of all this - of everything. I want peace. I want the pain to go away. So why is it getting worse?
This isn't me - this isn't who I am
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[21 Sep 2005|03:14pm] |
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i'm so tired of the abuse
i'm so tired of crying
i'm so tired of hurting and being in pain
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[21 Sep 2005|10:20am] |
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Is it wrong to want to dissect your own brain to see how it works/functions?
If it is - then i'm wrong :p
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[21 Sep 2005|09:18am] |
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Thank you Lee
< 3 ++
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[21 Sep 2005|07:31am] |
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Yesterday was a horrible day
The only things I can say about it are these things :
1) I'm finding it very difficult to do anything - I had to think about how to walk before I did - weird *shrugs*
2) I fought with everyone I love yesterday - for one reason or another
3) I know I was in a lot of pain yesterday
4) I know I was so out of it last night my sister had to pretty much carry me to my bed just to dump me on it
5) The day is coming back to me in bits and pieces - like a dream does
6) Someone left this on my PC last night (see below)
7) Mum wants me to tell all of this to dad
8) Hes picking HER up today
9) I'm exhausted - my heart can't hurt anymore if it tried
10) I'm tired of seeing my mum, my sister, my sisters bf cry - and im tired of crying
11) I remember looking at the clock counting down the minutes till the day was over
I know its just random thoughts - I might update more later
IIIIIIIIII LLLLLOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEE UUUUUUUU
M I M
LUV LIL AND PAUL
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